Happy Days

There are times in life where everything is going great. You think that things can’t get any better and you pray that they will stay the way they are. You are happy and content with your life. You find joy in the small things that you never noticed. I guess it’s just human nature, but you are always waiting fro the other shoe to drop. Life is full of ups and downs, but you always hope that things will stay on the ups longer than the downs. The bad things in life help us to appreciate the good things in life. I know that things can always get worse, so I try to always see the good in things. Of late, things have been a little rough. The family has been a little stressed, I’m desperately in need of a job, I need car insurance, and my love life has been non-existent. In general things have just been at a stand still. This week I finally feel like things are looking up. I finally got a car, well a truck. Melvin sold me his old Chevy S-10 this past weekend. School is going well too. My classes are much easier than I thought they would be. Things at home have mellowed a lot too. We are all finally meshing. Mom and I are getting along better than ever. I have finally realized that I can be honest with her and she’ll still love me. Thins with Gus and Melvin are good too. Gus has a girlfriend now. I’m so happy for him. He really deserves someone nice. He’s a great guy. Nicole had her baby, a boy, whose name I still doesn’t know. I hung out with Melvin and Kat this past weekend too. It was really fun. Kat, who is normally pretty quiet, was in rare form and a lot more talkative than normal. We went to see Four Brothers, which was a really good movie. It was just a really nice weekend. Jonathan was gone, so I didn’t have to worry about that whole thing. I’m ok with where things are with us. I have really been worried that he would act different with me now, but things are good. I guess I just worry too much. I do miss him though. I miss hanging out with him and Blake and even just talking to him. He’s a really nice guy, and at some point I hope we can be friends. For now, just being civil works for me. I’m so pumped, this weekend we’re going to this track night thing. I’m going with Melvin and Kat, and maybe Gus. It should be really fun. Ugh, this song has been stuck in my head for days now…that “Don’t you wish your girlfriend was hot like me” song. Then there’s always the Foo Fighters song, the one about “has someone taken the best”. Well, things are good. I’m happy. Things at home are good, and the future is bright. So, now that things are finally falling in place, I guess I’m ready to date, It would be nice to have a guy I was actually with, not that I don’t love the guys, but I need someone who is just mine. Well, I can’t wait for this weekend; it’ll be really fun. How could it not be?? I love hanging out with guys, and it’s always nice to get away from the house.