Hey...I'm back for a bit

Well...a lot has phappened in the last few weeks. i know I've been neglecting my poor blog...I do appologize. That said, let me start relaying the past weeks. Joey and I have been just dating, at my request, for the past two weeks. I just feel like things got way too serious, way too fast. I am young, and anything that gets that intense that fast is doomed to go up in flames if not kept in check. Joey is a great guy. He really is, i simply don't know that he is what I want. he, having the patience of a saint, said that even if we break up, he still wants to be freinds and that if one day I decide he is what I want, he'd be willing to give it anotehr try. I worry that i am going to hurt him, but he seems to be doing so well now. I fell like I have a lot to do with it, but i imagine in all reality, I have very little to do with that. I'm confused these days. I've liekd Cat forver and now I think teh possibility exists that he likes me back. There would be a lot of work involved, but isn't there always when it comes to things that are worth having...hmmm. I'm going to Berry College in the fall...i'm pretty excited. College is what I've been working toward forever. Life is good...I have work, school, and pretty much my personal stuff in check. I like these times of calm. I know tehre is stress, but today feels lighter than usual...